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This Goodbye is a New Beginning
I still remember when I first saw you, you we're just so tiny, fragile and a 2 days old baby.
You grew up naturally but not loved by everyone, but I know to myself. I'm gonna love you, like a baby Sister. You we're a good child, you are so gentle, you love all the fantasy that I introduced to you, like the Witch and the Wizard of Oz. And I remember that, except of wearing some Princess or Fairy costumes during your Halloween party at school, you choose to be the witch. I don't know the reason, but maybe because you knew that not everyone in the fantasies or in the real world wants to be a bad person that their only choice is to be evil to escape from pain, because that is what I am dying to tell you since now and then. I am glad that you grew up such a lovely and sweet child. People may not see it to you, but I do. I know you, I know it if you commit something that make your Mommy angry, I knew it if you broke my items, I knew it if you are about to cry and I knew it if someone tries to bully you. I am glad that in every stories that I tell you, you simply listened and be amazed. And that amusement in your face, I will miss it. I'll miss it when there was a time that you wanted to be a mermaid and made me look for a blanket and tie it in your feet to make it look like a mermaid tail. I know that I am part of your childhood, because you we're a big part in my teenage years.

This isn't really a goodbye, but I will miss all of your teenage years. And once you came back, how I wish you'll still remember me as your Big Sister who tell you all of the stories that you knew in your childhood. How I wish I can see you grow and see your smile when someone ask you in your Prom. All I know is that I love you.

Love,
Big Sis

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