10th September 2021, Friday.

I have a break for 3 days and planned to stay calm for a while if possible.

I told my sister about how I feel about not wanting to contact others and how easily I get trigger easily these days. She suggested that I should get a psychiatrist soon but I won't and told her "I am fine.".

It's so easy to say I am fine but adding the word " not" is harder and challenging.

At this point asking someone if you are alright or fine is so pointless because they will lie. They feed us lies and we do the same.

A person who is hurt will understand the person in pain.

Our tears will find their way out every day.

Sometimes, even tears live in fear

(It starts and ends in the same place...)


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