Date When written: DECEMBER 15TH 2019

If love were simple it would come with and an instruction manual. I know that every love is different. In my beliefs there may never be an absolute true and never ending love. If you can make a love last longer than months or a few years it may be worth keeping a good man. I know I may not be ready for the ultimate love I've ever felt, and may not be ready for love or another relationship period bit I would do anything to feel the best love of all time. I wonder what else I have to go through to experience this blissful ride. I hope I'm not too old before I get to the tipy top of romance. In all honesty since I've been hurt so much I don't want love. I want to mess around. Although in the process I seem to be wanting to fall in love with certain men that I hook up with. I'm searching for a "relationship" where the guy loves me as well as pleases me.  I for one would like to see myself with someone who makes me happy. Happy enough to stay with. I'm tired of that fake love, the love that comes and goes or disappears forever. I want to be the best Woman a man has ever seen in his entire life. If. I will be willing to do anything for him as long as his heart desires without taking advantage of my willingness. Lord Please bless me with this someday.
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