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Corrupted being
All my life I've had to fight. Everyday, I'm constantly trying to keep myself from falling, falling into the devil's world.
You see...
* 5 years ago *
At the age of 14, I started high school and it was such an exciting, nerve-wracking experience. I would firstly explore each and every corridor, then make my way to the field. The only places forbidden was the staff room, the office (unless in trouble).
I was excited to meet new people and to create friends, perhaps even have my first relationship. I was ready for this day. I was only scared because of the teachers, you know you always meet the strict ones first.
During the week, I met a few people and we instantly became friends. That one morning. Friday. I met him for the first time. Oh. He was attractive. But I hardly knew him. Joe was his name. He was tall, kind, talkative and Friendly. He was in grade 10. The first time we met that day, he seemed interested in me but I didn't know. We became friends. A few weeks went by, we started hanging out, we made fun of each other, we made dumb jokes, I then realized later that day that I had a crush on him and he felt the same way.
We continued talking both in person and over the phone, a few months went by and I realized, I fell in love with him. He confessed to me that he felt the same. That is, until a found out that he was in a relationship with a girl names Layla. She was in grade 9. My heart shattered. He lied to me. And he continued saying he was single, but he posted her on social media. He and her dated for 3 and 1/2 years. Till this day I'm still heartbroken, he used me for nudes , he manipulated me into thinking I was he's only one he wanted.
I tried to kill myself because of him. He ruined my life. But I couldn't hate him for it. He was my lesson but it still hurts.
Everything I try moving on, he keeps coming back. I asked for help several times. No one bothered. My friends left me, he hurt me each time. And I was losing myself.
Until I Found God. He helped me with my burdens, he helped me fix myself. And I truly appreciate him ❤for all his done.
Moral of this story: The devil will use the people closest to you In your love to hurt you, break you. Follow God, the Bible. And trust in him. For he knows your heart, soul, future.
© Tyler Jafta
You see...
* 5 years ago *
At the age of 14, I started high school and it was such an exciting, nerve-wracking experience. I would firstly explore each and every corridor, then make my way to the field. The only places forbidden was the staff room, the office (unless in trouble).
I was excited to meet new people and to create friends, perhaps even have my first relationship. I was ready for this day. I was only scared because of the teachers, you know you always meet the strict ones first.
During the week, I met a few people and we instantly became friends. That one morning. Friday. I met him for the first time. Oh. He was attractive. But I hardly knew him. Joe was his name. He was tall, kind, talkative and Friendly. He was in grade 10. The first time we met that day, he seemed interested in me but I didn't know. We became friends. A few weeks went by, we started hanging out, we made fun of each other, we made dumb jokes, I then realized later that day that I had a crush on him and he felt the same way.
We continued talking both in person and over the phone, a few months went by and I realized, I fell in love with him. He confessed to me that he felt the same. That is, until a found out that he was in a relationship with a girl names Layla. She was in grade 9. My heart shattered. He lied to me. And he continued saying he was single, but he posted her on social media. He and her dated for 3 and 1/2 years. Till this day I'm still heartbroken, he used me for nudes , he manipulated me into thinking I was he's only one he wanted.
I tried to kill myself because of him. He ruined my life. But I couldn't hate him for it. He was my lesson but it still hurts.
Everything I try moving on, he keeps coming back. I asked for help several times. No one bothered. My friends left me, he hurt me each time. And I was losing myself.
Until I Found God. He helped me with my burdens, he helped me fix myself. And I truly appreciate him ❤for all his done.
Moral of this story: The devil will use the people closest to you In your love to hurt you, break you. Follow God, the Bible. And trust in him. For he knows your heart, soul, future.
© Tyler Jafta
