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The setting was perfect. Candlelight, polished cutlery and a single rose set in a delicate vase at each table. I was too excited to meet her. She too knew that I wanted to go on a date with her for such a long time and not only one date but multiple dates. I am too emotional for her or should I say that she makes me feel about her that way. I don't know but whatever the reason may be, the truth is that I have never felt the way she makes me feel about her. Along with this one more bitter truth is that most of times I feel that I don't deserve her. She is very strong, beautiful, smart and modern and I am weak, ugly, dumb and oldschool. It took me more than four years to believe that I love her and I should go after her because before that I never considered myself to be of her level. I never even dared to think about her in my dreams. But she made me feel that I do deserve to think about her. I too deserve to love her. She never uttered a word but my heart still heard that.
Yes ! I too feel that I am mad. My mind is completely out of order. There is a very sure probability that she don't like me at all. It may be just my illusion but my mind is not ready to come out of this illusion. I refuse to behave normally. I don't care what this world thinks about me. All I want is just her. Dear God, help me, I am going out of my mind but tell me if there is any medicine for this. I just want her all the time. I just want to spend all my time with her. But why would she love me ? Who am I ? What have I done for her ? There are so many far better boys standing ready to be with her. May be someone...