I would love everyone just learn to live life as you know how I feel I lost me loving other people. God show to lose everything and him show me he giving it all back to me because I was faithful and been through some for my kids grandkids . also God had hold the wheel it comes to my ex husband I had to forgive him and myself for dealing with everything I said been looking back at a person do alway do for more than self now just think me sometimes and stop feel that I shouldn't have bless me I learned to lose it all just show me he bless it back strong that will not broke when have love and I do love more than anyone I tell me kids I love them nomatter what .God doing so much in my life right to I know he still in the blessings business and he bring people in my life to be a blessing and I want to thank them but I do show I care. for what people that right not family but God showed me everything last year I need to know so but I change me so the that I will do whatever. I need to do because I can't help I help now I need the some as I give others but I will not complain he he give you new family of real love sometimes we do need other.