Never in a million years I would have ever thought he would rape me being a young girl my mom always told us never get in the car with anyone.so we left going to the store I thought but he had different plans. he took me as we got closer he started to turn off and I said to him this not the way to the store and I told him to stop the car and let me out and he grab my arm and kept driving and turned off on a dead end road and held me down I couldn't get away from him can you imagine I'm twelve years old trying to fight off a guy that's about 19 or 20 years old weight about 160 with muscles and had been to prison. oh my God well he stopped the car while he held my arms and threw me down and started ripping my clothes off me and forced his self inside me the pain was so bad I begged him not to do it but he didn't listen I'm a child I told him you know my family he wasnt trying to hear what I was saying crying, screaming the pain was so horrific still screaming for him to stop he kept raping me anyway. blood was all over the place like you had slaughtered a hog I never seen so much blood in my life and the pain it's like I died that day my soul had been ripped away from me. he looked at me and said if you say anything I kill you and your family I been to prison and I know people. I cried and cried I jumped out the car and ran home with my shirt tied around my waist and ran until I got home I ran right pass my mom and ran upstairs and didn't tell my mom what had happened to me.i went and got in the shower tried to wash off the blood and the dirtiness off and I cried because I felt it was my fault my mom told me to never get in the car with anyone.but my family knowing his family I thought it would be okay wrong again. I wanted to tell but he told me he would kill me. I wanted to tell my brother but I knew my brother would have killed him if he knew he raped me.Just so hurt and crying asking God why anybody would want to do such a thing to a child when she was so vulnerable and couldn't defend herself
So later on that day I seen his mother brother Michael and I said your nephew jerome raped me he said your kidding and I said no I told him exactly how it happened and he said he was going to tell his mother that jerome raped me. micheal was broken hearted about what his nephew had done but before he could tell his sister he got killed in a car accident.when I heard about Michael death it hurted me even more because didn't no one know but me and him and Jerome and he knew I was afraid to tell.