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Point of view: You are slowly hating yourself..
"Okay were now seventeen, children please turn on your camera" The teacher spoke out, but you didn't bother and continue on, for some unidentified reasons..

"Okay so what were studying for psychology is Nature of Emotions, we have several common emotions can anyone name one?" The teacher asked the class..

You didn't bother answering instead you just go on and continue crossing across webs as the class goes on..

"Joy" The class model, Cheska. Answered.

"Joy, what else?"

"Sadness" The class president, Rchie. Spoke out.

"Joy, sadness. What else? There's alot of emotions!" The teacher hinted a little..

"anger?" Cheska answered again.

"Correct! Is cheska and Rchie my only student here?" The teacher complained.

To be honest, you envy Cheska for alot of reasons and being smart is the top on the list..

But you didn't strive to be like her, she is nice towards you and you guys are even group mates in group activities..
You two are one of the functional members of the group cause the others are not responding..

You respond or give your answers through private messages between you two.

But you are acing your class through answering the exams that the teacher sent, but with the help of your dad but you guys are sometimes arguing about it, cause you understand nothing.

But when the teacher calls you, you don't respond like you're lagging or AFK.

Life is rough for you, not working hard cause you're always physically and emotionally tired..

Maybe just do a cleaning in the whole house you'll be really exhausted, since you're body is really just used in laying in bed all day..

Such a shame that you lived your whole life like this like seven years, maybe? You know your wasting so much time but for you.. It's worth it, since you're meeting new people online and you're taking some time to like yourself or your body and it's precious features..

Class is also one of the things that got you stressed, specially when exams came your dad is strict when it comes to subjects..

You didn't even came out yet, you're bisexual but haven't come out yet since you're scared of your father specially that he doesn't accept gay people which is pretty harsh..

You grabbed your phone and just messaged the people that you met on social media as the class goes on..

Pink_Nxrse:
Rica~? You wake?

Pink_Nxrse:
Heyyyyyy!!

Rica is one of your most depressed online friends, she managed to express herself from the private messages in social media so freely..

She also post things that her and her ex just broke up, which is pretty messed up since that is a private thing, but you didn't somehow bother that much cause that's not you..
But your secretly dating her ex online, and get this—your one of her best friend, but your just using that boy..

You gave up on messaging her since it looks like she's still not awak or busy..
You eventually got bored, but trying distract yourself from class, for a unknown particular reason..

Yeah—this is fine now right—?