I feel Like I'm Talking to Myself Only.

Do you ever feel like you always trapped in every moment of your life?

Does it matter? you in or out.

You know motivations are the stinky way of defining someone's situation.
But reality is far than your existence.

Some people have cloudy mind.
Because their desires are beyond their graves.
That's why their soul exist without body [I mean ghost].

How come someone be happy and put smile on their face all the time.
It's really not necessary, It's never gonna necessary to hide that phase.

Just in case you don't understand.
Some people just fail and they don't have so many choices to grow up.
But they never give up.

Being ordinary is curse in this world.
Ordinary people just in a rat race of world.

I mean,
Most of us [ I meant Billions here] moving in straight line with same agenda with same dream of making life stable.

Someone asked me, can you define stable life?
I said, not too much just an ordinary needs to live without stress.

But in reality I see, There's infinite ladder of human race.
You can't Stop anywhere,
you can't just indulge it into you happiness.

I think life is all about a flicker of hope in a dark room.

I can bet that hope is lie,
but for most of people those who live because they have hopes.

It's just a self talk without any argument.
That I'm having conversation with myself right now.

If I was talking to other people,
I call it argument because there's nothing like optimistic nature until you believe that negative things don't exist.

Someone said,
that if you favoured by the God then you're favoured by the demons too.

So believe in both and don't be a fool.
You can't be optimistic for 24/7.
I can be negative for 24/7.
I still I have love and care for people until they ruin my mood.

© im_1d03