To all my loved ones, my beloved friends.
God has opened up my eyes and has showed me your true colours. If you don’t hear from me, you know why. I’m going to be up in heaven with God soon and with his beautiful angels. I don’t think I can live in this evil world anymore. It is a lonely place for me and I do not belong anywhere. The world frowns upon me then what is my purpose here? They tell me God will turn away from me if I cut off my ties to protect my mental health. If that is true. Then dear God. Why are you being so cruel?
Born in to this world with no will of my own.
Then why can’t I take my own life if I did not choose to be here? For it is easy to die and just by suicide I will be gone. Because it feels as if now Allah has left me.

© WarriorWithin