Life is hard, it’s not always rainbows and butterflies…. I should know. losing my dad at young age and my brother committing suicide and then losing my mom, made me look at life differently. Having to grow up fast being a single mother and not knowing much about life was scary and still is.. I know what it’s like not having nothing and almost on the verge of losing the family home. I was never taught how to drive and don’t have too many people to rely on. it’s like after my mom passed away the rest of the family stopped talking too me… and maybe that was my fault too because I started pushing everyone away and started staying in my room didn’t talk too to many people. everyone stopped inviting me places and to family gatherings and events because they knew I would say no and wouldn’t go. I still don’t get invited to go anywhere. but I guess that’s ok because life isn’t rainbows and butterflies.. I’ve been through the struggle and still going through the struggle but I try not to let anything or anyone get too me…. I have a daughter to take care of and I have a responsibility, can’t let anything make me or break me because life isn’t always rainbows and butterflies