Have you ever had trouble sleeping? I don't mean the, "god i wish i had gone to bed earlier" type of problem, but the cycle of seven days kind of problem , no sleep between those 168 hours, simply nothing. And the most infuriating piece of the problem is that your body, your judas of a body feels it. By the third day you want to start trying alternative medication practices, and when day 5 rears its beautiful deathmask you are to the point of major functions automated and micro mismanagment of sensory data. But while the flesh is rapidly coming to a unholy impass the mind is still running. And it has been running and will keep running and every effort to halt the wayward firing of grey cellular structure only results in the further separation of the two estranged parts of the whole that is you. I imagine you are wondering where if anywhere this is going? well you would be incorrect if you assumed i was leading up to some kind of monumental revelation or breakthrough. Like i said im on day 5 and i am trying anything to make my brain and body come to terms so that i might be left in one piece.
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