I always come back here
When I'm on my limit..
I always let myself so down
even tho deep down I know ..
I know I deserve better,
I know that if I let one thing slide..
The worst will slide itself too ..

Why does it have to be me?
I'm asking myself nights and days ,
but I can't find any answer that I want.
I just know that I should be loving myself more ,I know I should appreciate everything about myself, because I'm an entity in this world.
I am my own earth,I am the energy and my thoughts that I'm manifesting..
then..why?

My other thoughts answer to me that..
I am hurting because that's all I know.
I should be learning how to love myself,let you go
But deep down I know I...