My soul was ripped in half. Waiting at the alter trying so hard to be composed. I looked out at the crowd, making sure they have no pity in their faces. Everyone's face was blurring together I think I am going to throw up. Finally I start to move I run into my mom's arms. She holds me tight. "There is nothing to look at!" she yells at someone. "Come on baby momma here." she whispers in my ear.
Stepping into the car she yells "Step on it Belferd!" She just hugs me the whole way to my house. I get out thinking a twelve bedroom mansion with only one person living in it how sad.
I was supposed to start my life with Calvin Max the hottest bachelor in Beverly Hills. It was an arranged marriage he got payed to date me, but in the time it took up to here I fell in love with him. "The most hottest girl from Bruford School is getting married to Calvin Max.", my friend Crystal Simone says," aren't you happy Nicole?"
Everytime I think about my name now I know why he left my parents have been all over the news. On Markes Magazine my parents are on the front of issue #369 "The Springer's Broken Paradise"
Mom and Dad have been trying to hide drug abuse, mistresses, and a half child no one has known about.
I call Crystal "hey sexy mamma!", she says. Gosh she must be living the life with her boyfriend Michael in Miami. "Hey Crystal, I have some unfortunate news", I hear her gasp she probably already knew,"he left me standing stupid at the alter!" It did not sound like me I am not just mad I am filled with rage.
Crystal starts to talk, bit I hang up. She's annoying why are you listening to her I hear a voice say. I know no one is here, but I look around for that person I just heard. You should stab her in her stomach maybe then she'll shut up! As soon as I heard the voice say that I am instantly filled with rage.
I am tempted to call her back and tell her what I really think that she is a blonde, dumb whore and tell her I think she should get her vagina checked out you never know what diseases you got from those dudes you let have a train on in 11th grade!
What is happening am I possessed?
"No." the voice says. I've never known this kinda rage.
I call my mom. She arrives in thirty minutes. She asks me what is wrong. I look at her gosh she is a bitch. She cheated on dad, overdosed on heroin, and she did all of that with my teacher! Fuck this dirty bitch! "What is wrong sweetie?" she asks again. I push her hard dropping like a elephant she hits her head on the coffee table. I go to the kitchen to get a sandwich walking back in with a knife as she wakes up.
"Baby, please stop!" she looks terrified. I stab her in the neck silencing her. I stab her again and again it feels good. Slicing off the ring dad gave her I shove it down her open mouth.
Bitch!
I hop in my pink mustang. I'm finna pay Ms. Evelyn a visit for some help with homework. I arrive at 3779 Quemont Street still enraged at that bitch. Knocking I think of what I am going to say. "Oh, hey Nicole I thought it was Julie come in." I step into her ugly brown house my mom gave up a luxurious house for this piece of shit. "Hey sorry I need help with some homework." She gave me a knowing look", I had trouble in college, too. Let's see what you have you have the papers?" I went to the car to get my homework from a while ago I never completed from my purse. "This is it." I said.