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One day when you left me
#part_one
I thought we are inseparably one.I discover what you see and you see what I discover. In all through our journey you being close to me made my life so easy that your presence creating a reason what to smile for.
Life consistently panicking me giving me an impression that i am moving retard with out an ego to live. But to live what it really means? To hydrate my body system? To feed an edible things? To cover my skin ? To shelter my presence? I don't know what even it is supposed to be defined! When we say define,ha ha! Definition is not accurate by itself. Sometimes we give it our assumption of our conditional stances, and the other time we followed rigorous analysis to get through what it is. Anyhow let's cut the definition thing for the other, but what matters most is i am living. I said this mocking expression to completely feel warmed up with such inner set of inspiration for the next day i am suppose to live. But there's a question which repeatedly step over my mind. How i am going to live now, tomorrow, if i am in the moment of yesterday's sadness? How i am going to handle my life when you are no longer by my side? Is it possible to withstand the pressure of life in which others augmented to me if you suddenly leave. What would happen to me and where would I go? The days are likely to happen either in the next few minutes or after years, but I wonder why i am still waiting you by your side and enjoy what i can reserve. Why i am just following this routine instead breaking the cycle before something bad happen. Am I afraid or feel brave when I am standing aside you ?If afraid why at first getting attached with you and If brave why would the stars die inside of us instead of giving birth to a sunshine. I don't know. I am a little bit confused . Time is not constant ,it just goes. Are we just we going to the endless planet or We us , ourselves, restricted our motions. Today as path , tomorrow as a hope we kept moving teleporting our uncertainties set aside. One day if you just don't return,i would disperse myself inside you and I will never return. You are my back , you are my sun and my only and only one.
#tsistory
© Tsion_Star girl
I thought we are inseparably one.I discover what you see and you see what I discover. In all through our journey you being close to me made my life so easy that your presence creating a reason what to smile for.
Life consistently panicking me giving me an impression that i am moving retard with out an ego to live. But to live what it really means? To hydrate my body system? To feed an edible things? To cover my skin ? To shelter my presence? I don't know what even it is supposed to be defined! When we say define,ha ha! Definition is not accurate by itself. Sometimes we give it our assumption of our conditional stances, and the other time we followed rigorous analysis to get through what it is. Anyhow let's cut the definition thing for the other, but what matters most is i am living. I said this mocking expression to completely feel warmed up with such inner set of inspiration for the next day i am suppose to live. But there's a question which repeatedly step over my mind. How i am going to live now, tomorrow, if i am in the moment of yesterday's sadness? How i am going to handle my life when you are no longer by my side? Is it possible to withstand the pressure of life in which others augmented to me if you suddenly leave. What would happen to me and where would I go? The days are likely to happen either in the next few minutes or after years, but I wonder why i am still waiting you by your side and enjoy what i can reserve. Why i am just following this routine instead breaking the cycle before something bad happen. Am I afraid or feel brave when I am standing aside you ?If afraid why at first getting attached with you and If brave why would the stars die inside of us instead of giving birth to a sunshine. I don't know. I am a little bit confused . Time is not constant ,it just goes. Are we just we going to the endless planet or We us , ourselves, restricted our motions. Today as path , tomorrow as a hope we kept moving teleporting our uncertainties set aside. One day if you just don't return,i would disperse myself inside you and I will never return. You are my back , you are my sun and my only and only one.
#tsistory
© Tsion_Star girl
