It was the first time ever I was in love.
I was delusional, delirious.
I was blinded by the lustre of our future together that his words promised.
I knew I had found me "the one". I just knew.

Truth came banging on my door every other day.
I turned deaf.
It screamed, bawled, begging to be heard, to be noticed.
But I didn't care.
I knew he was my fairytale, my ever after.
I knew I had to keep him. Anyhow.

I was young back then. I was naive and in love.
I was so sunken in love.

I still remember the day my utopia finally shattered.
I had not prepared for it, ever.
The demons of reality clutched me tightly and drove me into dark realms no soul has ever seen.
I was lost, engulfed in the ocean of darkness - so horribly dark!
I struggled for breath, but I was on-board helpless, drawn through the darkest waters, sinking -- sinking.




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