Have you ever seen, constructive and destructive both things/ happenings parallel going in life, and when you find out destructive things have become out of your control or maybe taking too much time and energy, therefore, you decide to let it fall, let it collapse, you yourself have desire to see through the ends, to the rock bottom, so that you can rise again with the constructive things of life or create a new life.
Maybe it's a phase of life, but it's hard, isn't it, to let go of the control, to know that you can't do anything to stop. Many fears and insecurities come out on the surface with letting go.

This reminds me of Krishna's life. He is considered as God, though he put efforts to stop war, but still he couldn't change the choices and decisions of others and he had to see the war and even participate, though indirectly. He had to see the fall of his lineage and he couldn't do anything. There were the factors which were completely out of his control. And he let go of those. It must have hurt to know what you see through the things, to know where it all is leading but still couldn't do anything.
How did it feel to him, a helplessness or a strength to keep focusing on positive and new constructive things ?
© @nn