Chapter 39: Because of Sagen Virus!
I was missing him. But he had no time. My new college was hectic. I was busy. I had no time for cooking, cleaning or anything.
We had calls which lead to fight. His busy and running behind time... My mind ruled by responsibilities!
My Dad got ill. Seriously ill that he had been taken to the hospital. His operations. I was alone. My family members visit ... Looked arround, gave plenty of advice and then went back.
Sagen told me... He is leaving for his home tome.
I waited for his call... Msg... Its 10 days he didn't called or msg me once. I felt cheated. I was sad. I decided not to call him or msg him until he does. (No what's up entered in life ) .
One evening his call came.
I was happy but sad as well.
"Swath... Let's leave run away. I will leave whole realm, you leave your dad... We get married...ok".
I felt its not right. It's not what I dream for. It's not what I wished for. More over. It's not my love to run and hide from our own parents.
No Sagen I won't leave Dad. His condition...
Ok then. Bye.
He cut call.
Silence turned us from weeks to months... And months...
I called him. He didn't responded.
I was going through depression.
My friends suggested me to move on... But all I do is end up missing him.
Preeta couldn't handle me she took me outside so that my mind can be freed. But ... It's in a cage of love!
" 6 years... Yar..its too long... Relationship.... And you are in relationship or not"? My friend Sanoj asked me.
I dont know Sanoj. I avoided looking in her eyes.
I looked at sky getting darker... Few stars were visible. Moon visible... But Sagen... Invisible!
One day... His text poped...
"See you. I reached the city. "
His msg killed my mind.
I felt sad.
I was laying beside him. My skin felt heavyness of my mind. I couldn't feel anything.
"What Swath... What are you thinking?" He asked me touching my nipples.
I moved his fingers away in anger.
I felt as if he is a stranger.
"Sagen...where are we leading...
Do you even love me?"...
We had calls which lead to fight. His busy and running behind time... My mind ruled by responsibilities!
My Dad got ill. Seriously ill that he had been taken to the hospital. His operations. I was alone. My family members visit ... Looked arround, gave plenty of advice and then went back.
Sagen told me... He is leaving for his home tome.
I waited for his call... Msg... Its 10 days he didn't called or msg me once. I felt cheated. I was sad. I decided not to call him or msg him until he does. (No what's up entered in life ) .
One evening his call came.
I was happy but sad as well.
"Swath... Let's leave run away. I will leave whole realm, you leave your dad... We get married...ok".
I felt its not right. It's not what I dream for. It's not what I wished for. More over. It's not my love to run and hide from our own parents.
No Sagen I won't leave Dad. His condition...
Ok then. Bye.
He cut call.
Silence turned us from weeks to months... And months...
I called him. He didn't responded.
I was going through depression.
My friends suggested me to move on... But all I do is end up missing him.
Preeta couldn't handle me she took me outside so that my mind can be freed. But ... It's in a cage of love!
" 6 years... Yar..its too long... Relationship.... And you are in relationship or not"? My friend Sanoj asked me.
I dont know Sanoj. I avoided looking in her eyes.
I looked at sky getting darker... Few stars were visible. Moon visible... But Sagen... Invisible!
One day... His text poped...
"See you. I reached the city. "
His msg killed my mind.
I felt sad.
I was laying beside him. My skin felt heavyness of my mind. I couldn't feel anything.
"What Swath... What are you thinking?" He asked me touching my nipples.
I moved his fingers away in anger.
I felt as if he is a stranger.
"Sagen...where are we leading...
Do you even love me?"...