She smiled with quiet determination,
The journey was tough but so was she...
she knew that if she gave up it'd be over and she was not ready although her body was tired her mind tired she knew she had to fight.... fight to stay alive fight to keep the love of her life. it took all her strength to keep ahold of the dreàm she had with her family as she laid in the bathtub wondering how her family would be if she just ended it right there and if she let her body bleed out.would her husband move on she thought would he find someone better as the thoughts envaided her mind she became more determined to stay alive as her depressed tried to kick her further down she fought against it fought to erase the thoughts of death.
Finally as her heart began to take over she pulled her body out of the water and was determined to stay alive to feel again. she was unsure how to do it but she knew she had to fight if not for herself but for her children. she fought the thoughts of suiside she fought the dark thoughts corsing through her mind that she was not good enough that took strength 0