I remembered waking up magically at 3 and I found out he hasn't asleep yet. We talked at night under the full moon. Sharing stories and it's been emotional; happy, funny, touching, all of it. Like I found someone with compability. Someone that could understand me and connected emotionally. It feels rewarding for an abusive relationship survivor.

I have a friend with such depth and emotional connection, similarities; then I fell in love. But he didn't. That's the worst heartbreak that I ever had until I'm thinking to give up on love, because it's safer.

It's not ending the relationship with your toxic person -

but what hurts the most is when you can't be together

with someone you love.




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