I wished to disappear like it was nothing but in this real world disappearing is very meaningful. I need a life that was not possible my imagination was my saviour. until now my plants might seem a little bit very much imaginative and childish and I came to know that they were childish when I started to grow up a little bit. you might not have guessed from now but I lead a very chaotic and lazy life will now I am really a very lazy girl. And I managed to carry out my plans until I was in 9 th standard and I really beacame and excellent student or a straight a student. but as you know great things come with great responsibilities. so the matter was not to get good grades but to keep them up. if my grades dropped no one would like really care but I felt guilty . I mamaged to secure 90.4% in my 9th grade ....which I know is not that great ....but yeah I had to accept it . now I really was very done with this materialism in this world. I just want to be happy and I want to be at right now too......Struggling to find happy moments between messing around good grades was a matter of shame and I realise it as soon as I got into grade 10th .
I am in grade 10th right now and I am supposed to give my exams of grade tenth about a half month from now but I realise that life is not about getting materialistic with everything but having a deep meaning is good, having a deep meaning in your life , having a deep meaning in everything you do ,that's all about life is !Not about how much money I make! how stable my job !is this is not about that stuff at all! It is just about being happy in yourself which I forgot in the race of good grades.
I just wanted to have a brief introduction about myself that's why I created this I think yeah that was all about myself.
thanks for reading my chaotic life's messy story and yeah I'm not good in expressing my feeling and thoughts into just 2eps of a story my life's is complex so understand😅
(tryna be nice to all ,wishing you all a great life)
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