12th November 2021, Friday.

The sky is pink and on the other side, it's blue.

They mix well.

I am in a park alone. It's my first time here. I walked out of my home without a destination. For some reason, I feel like I am living in memories that are unfolded to me. When I started to walk, I was observing the sky. I tried to follow the sun but it set down before I could reach it. It's behind somewhere. I looked at the tall buildings, I wish I could sit at the top of them. Things look better but I still complain about losing connection with my friends and I am unbothered cause my emotions are numbed. I am so habitat to things going the opposite but it still hurts. I am currently surrounded by tall buildings and a lot of wires but it's not enough to cover the whole sky. It still looks wide and long. The lights outside people's houses are pretty but they are less compared to a few years back. Not everyone is celebrating because many lost someone whom they wanted to celebrate with. 2 years passed by without realisation. Nights were long but now I can't tell if I want day or night because I am still laying down with no desire to continue my life.

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