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Ah Ha !!!!
As I get older I have more and more Ah Ha 💡 moments
For instance , Realizing my Narcissistic tendencies, I noticed I have a kind of unconscious naive Narcissism ,🥴 Example, I'd say to myself man I'm 55 renting a room starting all over for a third time , As I'm walking past a man sitting on the ground in the freezing weather asking for money because he has no place to sleep,😒 More and more I find that it irritates the hell out of me that I feel my life in any way shape or form is bad,🤨 I'm pretty healthy, I'm pretty strong, I have a job, I have children that love me, I have family and friends, I have the power to do anything I want to do, Nothing's stopping me nothing's in my way, EXCEPT ME, I'M the biggest obstacle I ALLOW the restraints that hold me back to HOLD ME BACK, Waking up everyday seeing all the problems in the world my problems seem so petty and small,The last year I found myself becoming a BIGGER participant and LESS of a spectator with an OVERWHELMING urge to ask for LESS and wanting to DO more, I still have worries and concerns but they're not about ME, I'm worried more about helping someone else, did I DO ENOUGH, Can I DO MORE, I want to be honest here, I've never been more proud of myself, Come to think of it I've never been proud of myself, Where ever I've been whatever I've done it's all led me to THIS place atTHIS time in THIS moment, I'm glad ,Glad I had so much pain , And made ALL the mistakes I made, Because the things I'm seeing and how I'm seeing them, it's like being young again having that fresh optimistic beautiful view of the world, Everyday is just another opportunity to be BETTER than I was yesterday, Sometimes I find myself smiling, shaking my head and feeling so lucky that whatever it is that is happening to me, It's happening to ME ! I hope it doesn't stop, I hope I continue to feel this, I hope it infects my soul, To wake up without wanting to do something good to help someone or make someone smile would not be a world I want to wake up to, I used to think destiny would take me on a Great journey doing great things, But nothing ever came of it, So I thought, Over time Our opinions of what is GREAT changes,
So there you have it I hope this feeling is Contagious..........
❣
Narcissism, IS about "ME", It's about "I", What can "I" do that will make "ME" a better person so that "I" can do something that will make this little corner of the world better for "EVERYONE" !
😉
© Life's a Hoot
For instance , Realizing my Narcissistic tendencies, I noticed I have a kind of unconscious naive Narcissism ,🥴 Example, I'd say to myself man I'm 55 renting a room starting all over for a third time , As I'm walking past a man sitting on the ground in the freezing weather asking for money because he has no place to sleep,😒 More and more I find that it irritates the hell out of me that I feel my life in any way shape or form is bad,🤨 I'm pretty healthy, I'm pretty strong, I have a job, I have children that love me, I have family and friends, I have the power to do anything I want to do, Nothing's stopping me nothing's in my way, EXCEPT ME, I'M the biggest obstacle I ALLOW the restraints that hold me back to HOLD ME BACK, Waking up everyday seeing all the problems in the world my problems seem so petty and small,The last year I found myself becoming a BIGGER participant and LESS of a spectator with an OVERWHELMING urge to ask for LESS and wanting to DO more, I still have worries and concerns but they're not about ME, I'm worried more about helping someone else, did I DO ENOUGH, Can I DO MORE, I want to be honest here, I've never been more proud of myself, Come to think of it I've never been proud of myself, Where ever I've been whatever I've done it's all led me to THIS place atTHIS time in THIS moment, I'm glad ,Glad I had so much pain , And made ALL the mistakes I made, Because the things I'm seeing and how I'm seeing them, it's like being young again having that fresh optimistic beautiful view of the world, Everyday is just another opportunity to be BETTER than I was yesterday, Sometimes I find myself smiling, shaking my head and feeling so lucky that whatever it is that is happening to me, It's happening to ME ! I hope it doesn't stop, I hope I continue to feel this, I hope it infects my soul, To wake up without wanting to do something good to help someone or make someone smile would not be a world I want to wake up to, I used to think destiny would take me on a Great journey doing great things, But nothing ever came of it, So I thought, Over time Our opinions of what is GREAT changes,
So there you have it I hope this feeling is Contagious..........
❣
Narcissism, IS about "ME", It's about "I", What can "I" do that will make "ME" a better person so that "I" can do something that will make this little corner of the world better for "EVERYONE" !
😉
© Life's a Hoot
