And I learned to put my trust and faith in God and not man he tell us a man will decieve us so I libe my life for God and only God can tell ne anything, I would never put my trust in no man who walk around on this earth. I have been hurt enough by people that you invite in your circle cause a lot of time they aren't meant to be there. we choose them not God so it a lesson we learn as we go through life that everybody not going to treat you the way you deserve and the most important thing is that they can never pay the price God has already paid for us they can even afford to pay the price God has paid. I look at life I don't need a man to tell me my life worth cause God has already shown me when he gave his only beloved son Jesus Christ. so all I need to do is do whats right by God and when we live the way God wants us too we will prosper. I learned to put God first before anything and everything and I will be okay.and as our children's grow we teach them to always trust God. God says the battle is not ours but his and it's the truth.we can't fix the way people treat you or see us through their eyes but unless they have the spirit of God they never will. God said he make your enemy your footstool and he will. God has shown me so many things on this journey called life. I always try to treat people the way I want to be treated. on one of my jobs where I worked I had a boss name Linda and everytime I turned around she was trying to break my spirit but I knew as long as I treated her right and trust in God it was going to be alright. to her nothing was right no matter what I did. I always carried my bible with me every where I went even on my breaks and I would read God would give me a.mission. or if he needed me to talk with someone or give them a message I would. well one day my boss Linda walked up to me and said everybody don't have the same religion that you have and my religion isn't every body religion so one day the administrator is going to say something about it and he's going to tell me that I can't carry my bible. well it hurted my feelings so I walked out on the back dock and went into this little room nobody but me and God and I cried and told him that if they took my bible from me or stop me from carrying it and if was spiritual food for my soul his words feeds me what will I do because I didn't want to be here if I didn't know him or serve him. well when I walked back through the back door from on the dock and the administrator was coming down the hall and he called my name and said Margaret I still see you carrying your bible and I said yes. sir and he said ok well if there's anything in there that you don't understand you can always come to me and I will help you in any way I can. I looked and smiled and told him thanks and ge said you more than welcome.the first thing came to my mind was look at my God worked it out. well it didn't stop there she tried to set many traps for me but God wouldn't let them stand, so just like satan she kept on one day she tried to fire me on my day off. she was just that desperate. she write up a lot of false documents on me and she called the administrator to come to her office and said I want to fire Margaret he said why do you want to do that she said you see all these write ups she has and he said let me stop you long as Margaret been here you always mistreated her and no matter what you said or did to her she never been nothing but nice to you she never have nothing to say and you are wrong and I will no let her go because of you and none of them papers will go on her file because they are not true. well the next morning when I came in to work I was sitting the tables up and ge calked me and ask me could he talk with me and I said yes sir and he went on to tell me Linda tried to get him to fire me the day before and he told me I told her it wasnt going to happen cause she was the problem not me and he made her throw them papers away. well time went on and I continue on my journey and one day I looked up and ask told God father I'm tired and I know you been fighting this battle for me a long time now and I thank you so much. when you want me to move let me know and I will move but until you tell me I stay here. I love people and I can't treat them wrong. so one day I was at work on my second job and I heard a soft voice tell me to call her and tell her you want be back and in said ok God you want me to call her and he said yes do it now. well I called my first job and she answered the phone and I said. Linda I won't be back, she said what but why I said I just want like I didn't know she had been trying to get rid of me to give my job to her best friend who name is sherry. so she said okay but can you do me a favor and I said yes what is it she said can you work the weekend out for me and I said sure we'll the Lord didnt move me until he had something else for me. I got a call the following week about a job and I went to the interview and she looked at me and said you different you have a beautiful spirit and I would. be delighted to have you work for me. I told her thank you sweetheart and I started working there and she had the most beautiful spirit and smile and I knew she was a women of God. Mrs Belinda was her name I never forget her. see how God tells us he make our enemies our footstool so that's why I say when a man tells you he loves you who else he tells the same thing. I do know as we go through life to always keep God first before all things. God love and grace will keep us in peace for the rest of our lives. one things I know is God is all we need and no one else we will always be tempted by satan to do things but we must always remember what our father sats when we read his words. I have been through the storm's time and time again but that's alright because the one thing that I know is I have the best protection of all who watches over me day and night and keeos me safe from all harm and danger. one thing I know is that my God is awesome and I have seen it in my life. and I thank my heavenly father that he keeps his loving arms around me. something else I learned through this. journey is that when we learn to live for God we have to separate ourselves from the things in the world that causes us to sin and hurt God. like he say why gain the world and lose your soul. it ok to be in the world but not doers well I had a lot of encounters and I know I shouldn't be here today one morning I was going to work and I had a light up phone case and it just started blinking and no one was calling and I look down and that morning was so foggy that's why I was going slow cause I couldn't hardly see looked down and looked up I was just a minute from the light pole and I was going forty miles per hour I was going so fast until when God turned my suv it left tire marks in the road the Lord knew I was shaking up and I don't see how I made it to work at all I was so scared like I said God takes care of us all the time. we are never a lone and in his words he reminds us of these things. I never leave you nor for sake you and his words are true. he wants us to trust him and keep our faith in him he also tells us if we have the faith of a mustard seed we can move many mountains. I stay away from things that I know that will hurt my heavenly father cause I know I have done some things he wasn't pleased with but I thank God for hearing a sinners prayer. but when I think about all the goodness of Jesus and all he's done for me I got to tell him thank you and God good all the time. people arent always going to appericate you and sometimes we may get slapped in the face. it like the one who don't appreciate or care about their jobs get better treatment but that's okay. when you know your life worth it's like working on a job you give it your all because you enjoy what you do when the time comes it all be worth it.i know we just here for a little while and we should take into consideration we all have to go before God yes it's true and we will be judged for the things we done in this life and make no mistake about it we going to have to reap what we sow. you sow a pebble we reap a stone. God words are true. sometimes people go through life as if they own their selves but let me tell you there's a bigger picture. God bless our souls we never know the day nor the hour when death comes I'm a living testimony I could have been dead and gone but thanks to the Lord I still alive. so when we make decisions we have to make sure they are the right ones and when we have the power to change a situation we know what's right and we choose to ignore the truth we will be held accountable. as the word says what done in the dark be brought to the light and what told in secret be made for all ears to hear. I thank God I can sleep at night and I don't feel guilty or have a guilty conscience. one thing we know karma is real and I pray for our world and the things going on today and for our children's and ask the Lord not to let our running be in vain. I learned to lean and depend on God and he tell us to pray and never cease. well I dont know where this journey and life will lead me but I pray to my father that when the time comes it will lead me home to him one day.