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I Am Not Mad At Cha
I am not mad at cha but I am mad being black and poor and little education.
I am mad that my race have suffered so much hardships.
I am not mad at white people.I know that they only did what they thought was right in their own eyes.
I am mad my sister had me perform oral sex on her .
I am mad that I got VD the first time I had sex.
I am mad that my brother was murder when I was 14 years old.
I am not mad that my mother had to raise nine kids on her own.she did the best she could.
I am mad at my father who was never around to to teach me anything.
I am not mad that I volunteer for the army only to get kicked out before my time was up and still came out with a honorable discharge.
I am mad that when I got into trouble i had plea bargain to keep from doing time then I want.
I am not mad that I have been to prison five times , every time I went i got $ 200 upon released
I am mad that I stayed on parole and violated every time I got out of prison.
I am mad that spent
every dime I made on drugs .
I am not mad that I O D on drugs 14 times because God did not take His Spirit form me.
I am mad that I have never been in love .
I am not mad that I dont have any children.
I am mad that I wont have anyone to leave my possession to when I die .
I am not mad that most white people fear me even when I am peaceful.
I am mad that they treat me way different befor they know me.
I am glad that God called me and I am still following Him to this day.
I am not mad at any one or anything
THANK YOU LORD