And tonight yet again I break down.
Tonight yet again I lose my sleep.
Tonight. Yet again.

Why is it so difficult for my heart to understand what my mind already knows?
Why is it so difficult for me to let go when I am nowhere in his life anymore?
Why after all that I have been through I am yet again ready to give him another chance when I already know how that'll end?
Why is it so hard for me to forget when I am forgotten so easily?
Why do these tears stream down again tonight?
Why do my voice choke and my heart ache again tonight?
When does this all end?
When can I be happy again?