Sometimes we love too much
And that too much hurts us when we least expect it..
I once loved a guy to a point where
I couldn't separate his wrong doings to his right doings
I loved him regardless of how bad he'd treat me
He would avoid me for days
And text me when he felt like it
And I would respond to his texts when he texted without even thinking twice
That's how bad I loved him
I would drop whatever I'm doing to respond a guy who literally avoided me for days
I guess... I loved that guy to a point where I started losing myself and in the process of losing my self I'd try by all means to find someone who doesn't wanna be found which is "him"
I'd take a bullet for a guy who avoids me for days
Not knowing how I'm doing if I'm coping well or not
I guess that's how love can make one act
Going out of your way just to make some people happy
Only to find out that those people don't see your worth or appreciate you..
Sometimes we love too much
I don't wanna love too much
That's what breaks me
I tend to love too much
I tend to be an understanding and forgiving person even when people don't say "sorry" or "I appreciate you"
Why is it that I always have to love too much?
Why is it that I always have to be the one that get hurt in the process of loving
Why is it that I always have pure intentions only to be hurt in thee end?
Maybe I should start treating people how they treat me.
Maybe that's gonna work for me
But where do I start?
How do I hurt someone when I've never done it before?
That's so not me
Maybe love is not for me..
I give up

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