i been smoking a pack a day, trying to forget all the pain, i thought what we had was real , if that was the Case you wouldn't be playing games with my head still, I can't believe the man youve become ur exactly who everyone had warned me about, I was too stupid and too blind to see it back then I was a fool for you I was a fool for us, U had my heart U had my soul U had it all now I'm taking back what's rightfully mine, my sanity and my heart,my love that U so carelessly disregard , not that U should care I wouldn't expect you to, cos honestly even if U pretended, I wouldn't believe u, I would look U dead in the eye and ask U, boii is that the best U can do, I tell U about my achievements U respond as if it's stupid , and U reenact slitting ur throat like wtf did I do so wrong cupid, the kinda love U give isn't the kinda love I need the kinda shit U do is far from anything I get time to do even inbetween all the nappies and bottles cleaning and screaming,U think I'm preventing U being a father, but the only obsticle I see in ur way is the shit U would prefer to do every fuckiin day, U wanted a family U wanted to lock me down U made a huge scene when I said thats not how it's going down, now it leaving all the time with not even a goodbye on our good days or a hello on your entrance, ur games are perfectly planned U ain't got this girl in the bag even though I gave U my hand when I accepted your proposal to marriage , how stupid am I and how fuckiin blind, can I be strong enough to over come this bullshit story or will it take me down with everything I am and all my achievements left behind for you to burrow ur own thoughts in and wonder why U tested me this badly
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