sometimes I wonder what will happen when I die . I always harm myself in some type of way whether it's self harm , drugs , or dangerous things , but let me explain why . Hi I'm Des short for Destiny but either one is fine . I love writing . basically one of the reasons I'm on here but lets start the story ..... I personally love my space hobbies and the nature , but that's not why we're here . I was in a dark place since I was young but I never thought anything of it until now and I honestly...