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A bucket of mood swings.
I am just sitting at the roof , suddenly my mom called me Ana come downstairs and have dinner , i replies in low voice coming mom.
Then i started to have dinner with my family and then going on bed and started to.think every bad things that happened in my life and now i am feeling more low and don't want to talk to anyone , so now , i will watch random videos and then will sleep and then suddenly i want to cry and i started crying because nothing good is happening in my life .
Why always me god ? What i want in my life doesn't come to me easily , i am feeling very bad today but i can do nothing then i kept my mobile side and slept .
Now , in the morning i wake up . My mood is now super fine and i am feeling good and energetic and all positivity are running in my mind then i brushed my teeth and have bath, and then i am ready to eat my breakfast (because i am too hungry ) and then i have done my daily routine work like study , using mobile , helping mom etc..
And now its evening time and suddenly my mood changes again i am not feeling good and the reason is nothing instead i alwz make my own reasons and start to.think about it and its not like that i want to think , i always say to myself that dont think this its not that much serious for which you are worrying about but my mind won't listen me 😐.
Now around 7:00 pm i go at my roof and this is the favourite part of my daily routing i love to sit their and have a small talk with stars and clouds and that make me feel happiest person.☺️ And again eat dinner and sleep.
One thing i don't understand is it only me ? Or someone else too ? Who have this much of mood swings . I mean i myself feel bad but i can't do anything about this. And during this lockdown it happens most of the time infact every day and i only feel bad and nothing else .
Overthinking and mood swings at the same time , it really kills , it feels like nothing is left in my life , i have nothing good in my life .
And when i feel good it is like i have everything and life is like this only it has ups and downs in it .
Do you guys also feel the same ?
How to overcome this problem ?
MUSKAN.😊
Then i started to have dinner with my family and then going on bed and started to.think every bad things that happened in my life and now i am feeling more low and don't want to talk to anyone , so now , i will watch random videos and then will sleep and then suddenly i want to cry and i started crying because nothing good is happening in my life .
Why always me god ? What i want in my life doesn't come to me easily , i am feeling very bad today but i can do nothing then i kept my mobile side and slept .
Now , in the morning i wake up . My mood is now super fine and i am feeling good and energetic and all positivity are running in my mind then i brushed my teeth and have bath, and then i am ready to eat my breakfast (because i am too hungry ) and then i have done my daily routine work like study , using mobile , helping mom etc..
And now its evening time and suddenly my mood changes again i am not feeling good and the reason is nothing instead i alwz make my own reasons and start to.think about it and its not like that i want to think , i always say to myself that dont think this its not that much serious for which you are worrying about but my mind won't listen me 😐.
Now around 7:00 pm i go at my roof and this is the favourite part of my daily routing i love to sit their and have a small talk with stars and clouds and that make me feel happiest person.☺️ And again eat dinner and sleep.
One thing i don't understand is it only me ? Or someone else too ? Who have this much of mood swings . I mean i myself feel bad but i can't do anything about this. And during this lockdown it happens most of the time infact every day and i only feel bad and nothing else .
Overthinking and mood swings at the same time , it really kills , it feels like nothing is left in my life , i have nothing good in my life .
And when i feel good it is like i have everything and life is like this only it has ups and downs in it .
Do you guys also feel the same ?
How to overcome this problem ?
MUSKAN.😊
