Every sunrise nowadays, I wake up with my mind not feeling good.The pain I feel never stops. My head keeps thinking bad and I cannot stop it. My strength to get up early is low, and the determination to develop myself is becoming weaker.

Ive never imagined being this weak again after all of the things and all of the ways to keep myself motivated enable to proceed in my studies, today is not enough. All I pray is peace, peace of mind, peace of heart, peace from my past experiences, and peace from broken relationships. And my want for forgiveness not just for myself being a frailty women, is what I always wanted. As well as to be able to forgive others completely and heal from my past hurts.

Day by day my wish for a brighter tomorrow becomes weak but I still have hope for attaining it through my
own little ways. Forgiveness is one important key to open my door wider for joy and free myself from the slavery of my yesterday's hurts.
© Ruakh