There are times when my happiness lives in a place of fear.
There are times when i am just waiting for disaster to strike.
That fear turns to dread.
It becomes Anxiety.
I am suddenly terrorised by the idea of losing you and feeling that i already have.
I am afraid to feel like everything is out of my control again.
I am afraid to be helpless again.
I am afraid of living in limbo again,not knowing what my fate will be.
I know i have no right to ask,but please,please be patient with ME.🖤