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narrow (guilt)
Victoria's dad got impatient  after the noise stopped,  then came silence,pure silence he walks in looks around he looks at the vase and other stuff she threw around  it was the first time he entered  her room come to think of it he never knew her not at all.

Grey dantes:POV
I walked into the room, 'her room' I couldn't  hear her any more,i kept Walking  slowly like I was scared of what awaited  me. Then I saw something, something  like a red paint on the wall it read.

'you killed me'
 
I froze.

I walked close,  close to the mirror I touched the liquid,it was blood it was red,deep red thick and overwhelming. A tear slid down my eyes. A thought  suddenly  struck me.

"Victoria!victoria!" I yelled till I walked into her bathtub and met the mess of my life.

There she laid,lifeless her hand laid out of the bathtub her brown hair was wet with her own blood the tub was filled with blood I picked her out screaming.
  " help! help!, Victoria" her last words rang in my head.

"you don't know me dad"

A tear slid down my eyes, I raised her head up and laid her on her bed I picked out my phone and dialed 911, my hands were shaking  not from fear or shock but from guilt, maybe if I knew,  maybe if I knew...,  if I knew her better...,maybe she'd  still be alive.

I  reluctantly walked out the room.

I came to the dining, I sat down, I started to think of the 'what ifs'

What if I had stayed?, what if I knew her?. She was my daughter! What if I had given her all the love she needed

what if?

I loved her.  I really  did. Maybe I didn't  do things  right or maybe  I was wrong .

I walk back into her room I rest my back on the doors frame.

" you think so?"  I said staring  at her a tear slid down my other eye,who was I kidding  she was right  it was 'too late'.

too late to be guilty  to late to think  of what ifs.

"I loved you I really did"

Her voice  resounded  in my head.
"you don't leave some one you love dad"

"I'm sorry" I said as I slid down the door, I'm sorry  for not being  there m,  for not caring  like I should.  I'm sorry  for leaving you. I covered her with a white sheet.not long after the emergency  unit arrived  they carried her body.

I felt something  I had never felt  before like whole in my chest,a hole I was sure I would  never be able to fill..