I'm pacing and my mind is racing as I think about all the years I've wasted, if you have a life embrace it just try not to get complacent cause time flies by so quickly and you never can replace it, let's face it I spent thirty years of life drinking beer and smoking weed, and I lost everything I cared about all those things I thought I didn't need, my kids and my wife disappeared and now I'm all alone, at present day I've sobered up wishing to God they'd just come home, but that's a pipe dream from a pipe fiend yeah I was addicted to crystal meth, until I hit a red and blue brick wall and history is written in the rest, looking back on my life then I admit I was one big stupid fuck, and I guess I had to hit rock bottom before I could start my...