What is holding you back from where you need to get to in your life why are you trying to please this person so much that in doing so all you are doing is losing yourself and your personality all because your wanting to please someone who does care about you.Clean your room get rid of the toxic emotions that are lingering around your not going to get any where that will hold you down from getting where you are in life.Clean your room where your going through so much building up.Each thing you get rid of is something...