What is holding you back from where you need to get to in your life why are you trying to please this person so much that in doing so all you are doing is losing yourself and your personality all because your wanting to please someone who does care about you.Clean your room get rid of the toxic emotions that are lingering around your not going to get any where that will hold you down from getting where you are in life.Clean your room where your going through so much building up.Each thing you get rid of is something that you have to release joshua 1:9 tell us to be strong and courageous in everything we do in God whether that thing is leaving past relationships and or abusive relationships that are hurting us when we are unable to do it on our own God step in and gives us strength that will always have us able to leave and better who we are and God does this through work on the inside of us and outisde form the burning parts from our past.It is important for us to know that God will always be our strength in the time of pain and sorrows that we face in the time of issues and trials that are attemtped to take us out.Clean your room and allow God to do a new thing following in and through you dont let the burdens of the past get you down remember God loves you and he wants you to be happy and blessed in him.Clean your room and empty your room of the old mindsets that are trapping you into to believe that you are a mistake when you are not a mistake you are a blessing from God who fromed you from the pain and the dark places that were used to hurt you and be against you.Clean your room from all the things that were sent to harm you and take you down and make you feel bad clean your room from the eniems voices in your head trying to trap you into a mind prison that he doesnt want you to experience God goodness and greatness.He heals the broken and the voiceless that have called upon him their burdens and their sorrows he says dont worry about tomorrow he already has your back in the issues of tomorrow leave them in his hands and just dont worry about the troubles