I would first like to apologize to all of you who have liked and/or commented on my stories or quotes (orboth), and to the people who have been gracious enough to take the time to tap the follow button as i have not properly thanked any of you. That said THANK YOU ALL from the bottom of my twisted F'd up and damaged heart i truely appreciate all of you with a genuine sincerity that is hard to find in anyone in this day and age where technology has bridged the gap, unfortunately, that our rulers have deemed, for lack of better words, unacceptable or wrong due to the so called COVID-19 "pandemic. Which by now im sure some if not a lot of you have begun to see through. If this is the first thing in life that youve noticed to be a bit off or just generally an indication that things are not what they seem to be or rather what those in positions to do so tell us they are then you are beginning to wake up, and i congradulate you for being a truly mindful individual and thinking on your own terms. We were given free will by he or those or it who created us. I dont claim to know much of anything special like who or whom (plural) or what created us or the reality in which we find our conciousness from birth till we fade from this chapter of a larger narrative on to the next chapter. The next chapter for all i know, and this im not completely confident enough to make factual claim, may be different for everyone. Those of you who truely believe in the polytheistic old Gods may find yourselves dining in Valhala with Oden and Thor and Friegh, sorry for my mistake im almost certain i spelled the last wrong but felt wrong to leave her out as she is among the first two as far as Norse specifically Viking creation is concerned so my apologies for my mistake, or you my find yourself before Osirus, Anubis, and long dead Pharoahs at the balance beams being weighed and measured for your works and riches in life. All so the ancient scale can decide the next chapter in your adventure. I would also like o sincerely apologise that this my dearest readers isnt my usual attempt at weaving words in a way that makes you feel a twinge or to be fair a flood of fear or heart racing adventure, or gain some insight into life with my occasional quote. This writing is for all of you though as Ive been awake for a very long time and got the veil lifted metaphorically through questionable methods i wont recommend to anyone ever. Before i continue i would like to say now that im not one of those crazy conspiracy theorists or apocalypse survivalist going to tell you to prepair that you have no idea whats coming. Blah Blah fucking blah. However i have always prided myself on being a seeker of truth. Truth of the world i love and call home, the truth of our reality, and truth of our society as a whole. As well as the truth of myself and my own nature. Im still working that out as i am by my very nature a selfless giving person though far from perfect righteous or better than anyone. I view every human my equal not because of wealth social status power etc. and i try not to judge because despite our differences and unique and individual nature we are all without a doubt and absolutely alike, almost copies of each other in this respect. This is what it is. Our ability to do anything good or evil we all have the equal and unwavering possibility to become whatever we strive to be whether wrong or right. I dont believe because you make bad decisions or do bad things hurting all who love and care about you and destroying lives of strangers for personal gain. I say this because i know i am not a bad person and i have done things that would be considered criminal or socially unacceptable or just out and out wrong by anyones moral compass and thats my sin and imperfection. However i am not a bad person, i dont go out of my way to...