For all my life
You haunted me
Tortured me
Got me to be perverse
Do things I had no control of
Act in ways my soul cries
For forgiveness
To only be unheard

For all my life
You've been my hell
My teacher
My leader
Blinding me from the almighty
Hid me from myself
Blinded me from peace
Destroyed my inner man

For all my life
You've hurt my family
Crush them
Mush their hearts to dust
Lusting for something
Unholy like the bloodlust
Circling the darkness
You made me kill
Things I never had

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