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My Imagery Friend: Part -1
Dear Diary,
5th October,1998

His is my best friend, love the way he away help me, surprise me from behind always that the only thing that irritates me but I can't ignore his charm,help me with studies, take care of me everyday smiles at me from far if we can't meet but he is really handsome looking but still kind don't know how we both ended up together, every girl want to be with him, I have been bullied by some mean girl at my class I don't know exactly why they would do that but I don't matter anymore because I have Miho my bestfriend,
when ever I talk about hime to my older sister she would always say things like I have crush on him but it's nothing like that we are just friends..
There's noway miho have feeling for me?!!😒

Dear Diary,
8th October,1998

We both ended up at the same team at the science experiment. We decided we will meet at Miho's house every evening for project, Miho is so interligent I don't need to worry a bit for the project. My big sister want to meet with Miho, he normally don't talk about his family and I don't even ask about it much beacuse for some reason I am still kind of shy around him.😒

Dear Diary,
20th October,1998
I am so glad that I joined into the darma club that Miho adviced me go in beacuse he thinks I am a "drama queen" !haaa! like what so ever I am happy that I got in the lead role in the show, My big sister is so proud of me.
I cannot believe finnally a group of girls are showing interest in be friends with me. I think I kinda like have grown a crush of Miho now...😭😐🥴

Dear Diary,

18thNovember,1998
After so many days, finnally I have grown some confidence to talk about my feelings to Miho, His is in chess club right now and I that's why I can't see him more often so I thought of learning chess too cause I want to know more about his personality, A chess tournament is going to take place soon at our school, My older sister has a boyfriend now I don't like him, he is all about what my sister talks now days.

Dear Diary,
30thNovember, 1998
Me and Miho had a fight today I am really sad, but my sister's boyfriend got me cupcakes to lift my mood up and even gave me an advice to write a letter to Miho and gussa what he also apologized to me, I guess my sister's boyfriend is not that bad like I thought.

Dear Diary,
3th Desember, 1998
Miho finnally confess his feelings to me, I could just jump, I am so happy I want to cry too for some reason, today is the best day of my life even my friends were really excited for me when I told them about Miho , they were really shocked at first because I never told them about Miho but they always knewn I had a boy bestfriend..

Dear Diary,

5th December,1998
These days don't feel really it can't be more better days I could think of I never thought this would really be me, I feel like I am the main character of my life for onces, I love Miho a lot and he makes me feel like I am the only person alive in the hole world, We meet now like ever single day but guess what my sister is really suspicious about Miho and she really want to meet him, she is not like forbidding us to meet but she is curious about my boyfriend.

Dear Diary,
9th December, 1998
I mainsioned to Miho that my sister wants to see him but he told me that he Is really shy to meet anyone so he asked for more time and I don't really care if he is shy I still love him.

Dear Diary,
23thDecember,1998
Miho has been behaving kinda weird these days so I finnally asked him what's bothering him and my hole world fell apart after what I heard he was moving to another state, I was broken 💔 I asked him is there anyway we can be still be connected to each other, he said no but new year is going to start and he would be gone I cried hard after so long.

Dear Diary,
24th December, 1998
I haven't talked to him since that night, my sister notice me being really quite and even asked but I don't responded to her, I meet Miho at the school play group, he said me there's a way to be together for ever but we can't be with our family or friends we have to run away from home, I could believe what Miho was saying I can't leave my sister and my friends I did loved Miho a lot but it is impossible to do so but I also knew it is impossible for my sister to leave her boyfriend and have enough money to travel from one state to another, After Miho convincing me I thought it was right to do so beacuse there's no other way.

Dear Diary,
26th December,1998

We planned everything, Miho and I had saving to survive for a few days and we are going to runaway by train at zoro night,
no one had suspected us at till now everything is fine till now, but only my sister is really suspicious about where I go all the time I make. reasonable excuses all the time and they work everytime.

My sister wants to take me for a doctors appointment for some mental health issuess I can't believe she would think I am mental she didn't tell me that it's for my mental health but I found it out by myself and now I want to escape more quickly.

Dear Diary,
28th December,1998
The doctor said me that my sister has seen me talking to myself very often, So she asked if I had any imagery friends before that went alway as I grew up, I was really angry and annoyed with the question now like what do she think I am I have real friends, A real boyfriend why would I get lonely and make imagery friends and I was never at home I am always at Miho's place or at school play ground how come she saw me talking to myself... I am not crazy my sister is makeing thinks up to show that I have become crazy, it all makes sense now why she always asked so many questions about Mih, I am not crazy!! I screamed at the doctor!!!