People have looked down on me most of my life. An they never had to say a word, I could here there thoughts especially negtive thoughts toward me.. Those were always the strongest .. Now were talking primal thoughts, more on the level of emotional information. So dont ask me what number thinking or something like that.. Its doesn't work like that it more instinct based. I learned very early that it made people very uncomfortable. An it effected me to, especially around alot of people. Crowds would in a way gave me information over load.. So to a certain degree I managed learn to block most of it. Then in high school I found alcohol an weed an it completely numb me to this. An I thought this is so great I can actually be in a crowd an not feel overwhelmed. Which of course this led down the road of trying other things. Deeper an more additive things to block my intuitive...