I realized I was in denial when I didn't open up my chakras enough to internalize and have the insight to foresee an unhealthy comfortability within me.

Lack of meditation, focus and universal balance, lead myself to acts of selfish behavior.

Believing all I needed was me.

I could 'Fix It'.

Independent.

Weighing me down.

Unoticable.

The first step.

Survival.

Self reliance.

I've a comfortability in being treated less than my self worth.

Sometimes comfortability is dangerous.

A cycle of disaster.

Habitually, causing low-self esteem, and self hatred.

A numb but destructive mindset.

Filled with an overwhelming need to cry.

The first tear drop fell heaviest to the floor.

The second...