Saying goodbye to someone you love is never that easy. I never looked at you inside the coffin since day one. But it doesn't mean that I don't want to see you anymore. It's just, I just can't stand and believe that you're now gone, for real. I stayed at your side since the very start,I never sleep either. There's this something in my heart, a little hope, that maybe one day I'll wake up and realized that everything is just a dream,or more like a nightmare. But no! This is really true. You're gone, and it's forever.

Nothing can explain how hurt I am....