I don't know what she was.
but she was the one you recognize the moment you see her!
you see her and somehow it'll all make sense.
the last time I saw her , she didn't look at my eyes maybe because she was afraid that she might see something she doesn't want to.
so she kept staring at my shoes which I forgot to clean that morning!
she stayed silent till I was done talking then she smiled that didn't even reach her eyes.
then turned and left.
and after all These years I still long her eyes that I can't remember well.
all I can remember is a sad smile and echoes of her shoes through the hall.