I suffered from ADHD.
You don't have any idea,
how it frustrates me to no end.
When I can't focus no matter
how much I force myself to.

But at that time, until now
it leaves me speechless.

I'm having a mental breakdown,
Wallowing in my self pity,
the usual scene in my life.
But my routine got interrupted
when I heard a laugh that will
turn out to be my favourite melody.

I frantically look around
Hoping to find the source.
Then I saw her, laughing at something her friends, I don't know..joke?

My mind zones in at her.
Fills with nothing but her.
I find her charming and I don't know why that word suddenly pop into my mind when I took a glimpse at her.

Maybe it's her cheeks that shows a pair of dimples whenever she smiles,
or the way she claps whenever she
found something funny, or...