Today i feel myself drifting away from you....memories of days past have flooded my brain wanting and yearning for your embrace but my heart hurts too much...it tells me you don't care....scarred by the things you have said and the visuals of the posts you have posted have left me feeling weak and alone and unloved.....you were my bestfriend my lover till the end yet i can't help but feel that the love you had for me has faded and long disappeared....you used to look at me with such love and admiration but now when i look into your eyes i see hate and resentment....i see a woman who's not sure if i am the right life partner for her anymore....when i asked for space it wasnt to push you out it was merely for both of us to step back and think on what we really wanted.....but the more you messaged and the longer you stayed things just got worse for me.....i saw a side of you i never thought you would release to me and in the end after every word.....every action....my heart began to shred into pieces....giving me reasons not to get back with you and to just start working on ourselves....My heart screams for you now....wanting your cuddles wanting your touch but my mind tells me that you and i are too far gone....
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