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Loneliness is better than being attached to someone
Everyone asks me, "Why don't you talk? Why are you so quiet?" But what they fail to understand is that I am an introvert and I am not comfortable socializing with just anyone. Once I feel at ease, I can be one of the most talkative people you'll meet. I love talking, but since I don't feel comfortable with everyone, people often perceive me as quiet. When someone meets me for the first time, they often think I am rude or serious, but in reality, I am anything but quiet. If you were to ask people I feel comfortable with whether I am quiet, they would say, "What? She is not like that at all. She talks all the time. You just don't know her well."
However, now I don't want to talk to or get attached to anyone. I have come to realize that I was born alone and I will die alone. People in this world can be very selfish. When they need something, they befriend me, only to ignore me once their needs are met. No one will stay with us forever, they use me when it's convenient and then discard me. There are some good people among these selfish individuals, but they are hard to find. At least, I haven't found such people yet.
Someone once asked me if I could spend my whole life alone. I couldn't answer then, but today I say, after getting attached to someone, it's very painful when they leave my life for no reason. Therefore, it's better to be alone because if I'm alone, no one can hurt me. It's true that being alone is lonely, but at least no one can play with me like a doll, right? I also want someone to listen to all my words, someone to be with me in my sadness and happiness - but I have not found such a person. I have trusted others again and again, forgiven their mistakes countless times, but whenever I make a mistake, they keep saying hurtful things about me. I know that everyone is imperfect and no one is perfect, so I have accepted everyone's imperfections, but no one has accepted mine. I have always sacrificed for others, but no one has ever cared for me. They used to tell me that I was their first priority, but like a fool, I believed them, only for them to make me their last priority after a few days. I remained a toy to everyone. So, loneliness is better than being attached to someone.
© Sky396
However, now I don't want to talk to or get attached to anyone. I have come to realize that I was born alone and I will die alone. People in this world can be very selfish. When they need something, they befriend me, only to ignore me once their needs are met. No one will stay with us forever, they use me when it's convenient and then discard me. There are some good people among these selfish individuals, but they are hard to find. At least, I haven't found such people yet.
Someone once asked me if I could spend my whole life alone. I couldn't answer then, but today I say, after getting attached to someone, it's very painful when they leave my life for no reason. Therefore, it's better to be alone because if I'm alone, no one can hurt me. It's true that being alone is lonely, but at least no one can play with me like a doll, right? I also want someone to listen to all my words, someone to be with me in my sadness and happiness - but I have not found such a person. I have trusted others again and again, forgiven their mistakes countless times, but whenever I make a mistake, they keep saying hurtful things about me. I know that everyone is imperfect and no one is perfect, so I have accepted everyone's imperfections, but no one has accepted mine. I have always sacrificed for others, but no one has ever cared for me. They used to tell me that I was their first priority, but like a fool, I believed them, only for them to make me their last priority after a few days. I remained a toy to everyone. So, loneliness is better than being attached to someone.
© Sky396
