I Am ?????
When I'm upset......
I shut myself down.
I have no motivation for anything.
I tell myself nobody cares,
even though I know some do.....
I think about all of the negative things
I could possibly think of.....
I give myself all the pain
thinking I deserve it.
I'm not sure why I do that
but that's just how I am.....
Nobody knows the real me.
Nobody knows how many times
I have cried in my room
when nobody was watching..
Nobody knows how many time
I have lost hope , how many times
I have been let down....
Nobody knows how many time
I have felt like I am about to snap,
But I just don't, for the sake of others..
Nobody knows the thoughts that
go through my head when I'm sad,
how horribly they truly are...
Nobody.... Knows.....me....
© 💜 purple you..
I shut myself down.
I have no motivation for anything.
I tell myself nobody cares,
even though I know some do.....
I think about all of the negative things
I could possibly think of.....
I give myself all the pain
thinking I deserve it.
I'm not sure why I do that
but that's just how I am.....
Nobody knows the real me.
Nobody knows how many times
I have cried in my room
when nobody was watching..
Nobody knows how many time
I have lost hope , how many times
I have been let down....
Nobody knows how many time
I have felt like I am about to snap,
But I just don't, for the sake of others..
Nobody knows the thoughts that
go through my head when I'm sad,
how horribly they truly are...
Nobody.... Knows.....me....
© 💜 purple you..
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