I don’t know how and why you have disappeared so suddenly from the reach of my eyes but my heart still beats for you. At 13th when I realize I was holding book and standing infront of the tree you have told me to wait for many years.
Every times when it rains, your memories dance around the leaves and it run through my heart. As the wind wispears I could hear you calling my name with that same charm that gives butterfly feeling to me. oh! my dear darling, I don’t know why you left yet your memories still hunt me and I some times lost in my delusion.
I could not breath fully and can’t be myself without seeing you. I still hear your voice and I remember each books that we have read under the tree.
“ we can always be together in every circumstance my dear, you know I don’t want you to suffer” that words run across my nerve whenever I have to face the world all alone.

When you abandon me, you don’t even say good bye to me and that hurt me the most. I still don’t know what mistake I made for you to hate me or forgot me.
Still after many years I missed you desperately and I try to erase the memories I hold of you by getting along with different people but I can’t feel the charm I felt once.

The day you left me all by myself, I was constantly put under pressure to stand for myself and learn to build myself up. I was so depending on you for past few years however now I know my life should be tackle by myself.

You are reason for me to change and stand for myself. I missed you but I was no longer that weak girl who wait for you. I was confident and strong enough to learn about myself.