The fear still lingers , even after it's all in the past now . I can't say its past and leave it at that . I'm just scared . You know what, it much more scarier and heartwrecking if it's not your life , but that of your loved one you fear about. I can't be selfish enough to wish it was me in their place , cause they would also be suffering thinking about me then . I can't even bring myself to ask the question , " Why so cruel " , cause people around us had it worse in ways unimaginable to us .
Shall I blame the emotions then ? If it were not for these...