A FIGHT FOR THE FATE!
“ things are changing really weird, man! I could not have my control”, Guru said.
“Nisha… she’s mad at me. She is expecting more from and am trying to sort it out as much I can and still she is not satisfied. She often speaks non-sense. She is very possessive. She want me to be with her all the time and she irritates me at ,any times as if she is so much cared towards me! I think, I’ve done a mistake. I should have thought once. All these days, I’ve been seeing her from a distance and I was really happy about that. Now she is more near to me but there is something absurd. She’s not the Nisha, I’ve seen all these days.
I feel stressed and everytime am in an urge of satisfying her. I think I’ve lost myself in her at times. She expects me to be her dog, I think”, Guru said him with lots of stress.
“are you bored of her? Things are changing right? They’ve not changed, she have changed you. You had dreams but did you pursue it at any cause and now look at yourself, you are responsible now. Of course, she changed you. Do you remember that day, you said that she is the only person loving you out of no expectation and now you are seeing it as a fault. She expects from you…love is all about expecting, man. You love her and you must be happy satisfying all her expectations. This is all you wanted few months ago, do you remember.
You people have a nasty habit feeling for the school days at home and when you are at school you’ll be longing to go home. The best way to live is just to live the moment and love is similar, man. Try to remember all those days, you would tryu impressing her. Do it now and when are you gonna’ do it. Everything’s value will be known only if it’s not with you. Celebrate her, man. Try to make her happy. You’ve lost yourself fulfilling what she wanted she wanted right? She’s considering you as her everything and leave her man. People are longing to have people possessive over them. So try to understand her and do whatever your heart says. Only we people know how it feel when our loved ones never consider loving us back. We have the right only to love but not to force them love us back but you have got her, never leave her dude!”, he woke up from his bed hearing his mother’s voice.
“Satheesh! it’s alright time. Wake up!”, she yelled. All his school days are over now and he was loaded with lots of exam pressure. Those five to ten days before public exams will be like hell for students. “focus on your public exams. Once you get high marks now, your life is settled”, most of the advices have this statement. Believing this, students would study hard mugging up every single line in their books and finally they end up in Engineering colleges (basic history of students).
Public exams 2K19 has started. Students were really nervous. Nila was depressed but still she could make it up but Satheesh tried really hard. He had no mindset but he did it atleast for his family. Everytime he looked at his question paper, all his parent’s struggles came over. He really tried hard and he was confident that he could pass all of it. All his exams were over and Satheesh was flattered all through his holidays. He was sad roaming around within the house and he never responded to his friends.
All his friends were happy hanging out around and they were applying for colleges but Satheesh was idle at his home. Joseph found something strange but he thought of asking him later. He did not want to intervene him all the time.
One fine day, Satheesh had a phone call from an unknown number. Satheesh attended it with hesitation. He had no interest in speaking there. “hello! Who’s that?”, he yelled. There was sobbing at the other end for a long time. Satheesh could clearly find that it was Nila!
“what happened Nila? is everything alright?”, he asked but she hung up. He dialed up the same number but he could not reach her. He was blank at the time and he could not think what to do. He called her friend Suba at once.
She said, “ Satheesh, she’s leaving today. Yeah! She is heading to Chennai. She has her flight at 5PM. By now, she would have started. She is heading to Phillipines. It seems that she’s gonna’ have her higher studies over there and some of their relatives are there, I think that she would be settled there”, she finished.
Satheesh could not take up anything. He was quite for a while and then he hung up. Everything happened just in a second. He could not do anything. He banged everything around him. He was really confused. He was screaming around. Joseph saw all these and he came near him.
“I’ve been seeing you for all these days. What happened? What’s the problem?”, he enquired. Satheesh said him the entire story to him crying..
“you loser! Why did you hide it all these time?”, he yelled.
“I wanted you to be happy, pa! I did not want to make you, sad. I’ve never done anything so useful, dad! Atleast I could hide all my pains making you people happy. I had no other way, pa!”, he hugged him tight.
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