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random thoughts
02-04-24

I began working in my area of study also spent four years becoming the education I promised my family. During that time, I was surrounded by the most compassionate peers, the most adorable students, and an extremely stressful employer.

But I realized that I had a sick body and a gloomy mind. I started to feel as though I was inhabiting a child body that was not mine. I started to feel like I was going in the wrong direction. I then proceeded down the mountain. I landed on the unemployment line upon collapsing like a landslide. I had to force the person inside of me to rise and make a fresh discovery.

He was a timid person.

Maybe I had a comfort addiction. If you give a man a kiss and a cup of coffee, he will toss his phone out the window. Every man has a comfort addiction.

Still, I found that it's true when I had the opportunity to explore my inner yearning. It's paradoxical that someone might spend their entire life chasing a wrong path; they can simply blame themselves for squandering their precious time on a sand castle ignoring the waves. This is because they failed to consider the prospect that their current pursuit may not be what they should be pursuing in the first place.

Perhaps that applies to me.



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